WHY LOSING ALL HOPE WAS FREEDOM?

It's freedom because you're not expecting anymore, it means you detach yourself from expectations about winning, perfection and becoming successful. You lose hope but you are still moving, you are still taking actions. You accept that you already lost but you're still giving your best. If you're not hoping to win anymore then you will move faster, you will feel loose, you will feel free. Pressure is not slowing you down anymore because you don't feel it any longer. You just do it, you just take actions, you're not conservative because you're not guarding the results anymore every now and then. You feel light, you feel that you can do everything you want to. All of your actions were not calculated, you are taking risks now because you feel like you have nothing to lose, you feel like you will not be affected even if you don't win. It's all freedom because you don't care about what people say, you don't care if you lose all of your money, dignity or identity. You just feel like a free spirit enjoying your life.

That is why if you are not hoping that you can do it anymore but yo still move despite of it... you have a bigger chances of winning, it is because your fear diminished. You were able to set yourself free from losing or winning. You just don't care at all, you don't mind how the consequences will be played. You just give your best and you feel that nothing is stopping you, you just don't care if you are right or wrong, you just do it. You know that you will never feel bad even if you don't get it.

So if you want to become free... stop hoping, stop expecting that everything will go smoothly as expected. Just do what you need to do and never think about the final result. It's all about freeing your mind and taking away all the pressure in your chest. Breathe, move fast but never think about winning or succeeding. Never think that everything will turn out perfectly.

Stop hoping so you will feel free, put in your mind that you are willing to accept what's going to happen regardless if it is good or bad. Put in your mind that you have nothing to lose and you will not feel any pressure anymore. If you're hoping too much, you will never be able to take actions anymore, you will complicate things, you will make more mistakes, you will have a very bad rhythm.

Hope is just a burden, hoping is making you worry every second. You have no assurance when your hoping, you don't feel secure if you're hoping because there is always a doubt in your heart. You are always in a state of fear and worry. If you will not hope that it's going to happen and simply do everything you can do then you will feel lighter, you will feel loose and creative, it's like the burden is all gone, it's like you are free to do everything you want.