YOU MAY BE BAD AT IT BUT YOU'RE NOT THE WORST

Don't ever feel bad if your skills suck, it is ok, keep practicing and you will improve everyday, you will go to a different level. It's hard to become great but it's possible if you will enjoy the journey. You may be bad but you're not the worst, there is someone out there who looks funnier than you. But that person is trying, that person is still working hard even if people is laughing at him.

Your skills will never be the same as before if you keep practicing everyday. Repetition will make you a genius, give time for the skills that you want to develop and you will become good at it one day, people will no longer laugh at you anymore. It's ok if you're being laughed at right now, there is nothing wrong with that. Just keep practicing because you have a lot of time. Never look for greatness right away because that will never happen, you need to accept that it take a very long time to become good, it will take a lot of frustrations and disappointments to become really good at something.

But  you will become good one day if you keep working hard. Stay consistent and never stop, stay with the grind, stay with the hustle. You're not the last one in the rankings, someone has poorer skill level than you. Keep climbing the ladder until you reach the top.