SOMETIMES IT'S JUST NOT THERE

Sometimes no matter how hard you try, no matter how much effort you give... it's just not there. You are working hard, you really want it, you are giving your best and you're pushing yourself to the limits but it's not there, you can't make it, the results were not coming out and it looks like you're only killing yourself and all of your efforts were being wasted. Don't be too hard on yourself, don't feel so bad if it's not there, sometimes your talent will not come out for whatever reason. Sometimes you forget your skills and you're completely mentally black. Because not all the time you will become perfect, not all the time you will nail it, there will be down times, there will be mediocre results even if you're already a professional, you're not perfect so get use to it. Even if you prepare a lot, even if you think that your preparation is perfect... there is a still big chance that you might choke and might not able to showcase your skills.

Don't be scared to try again, don't ever think that there is no more chance after your failure. Sometimes you can't make it because you're giving too much pressure on your side, you're too stiff and scared to feel loose, you need to let go, you need to believe that it's nothing and you don't have anything to lose, just keep working and forget what might happen next. Failing is really on your radar, it is on your vicinity, it will never go out. Don't be too hard on yourself,  you're not perfect, you're just a human so stop thinking that every chance is yours. You are allowed to make mistakes, you are allowed to look weak, what matters is you try and you give your very best. Because there will really be times when you can't be yourself and bad luck is taking control of the situation. All you can do is keep plodding and keep trying, you are not allowed to quit even if your performance is too low and you cannot force results.

Try again tomorrow, try again next week. Your number of tries will never run out, you can always try next time, you are free to try and try until you succeed. Because if you will not try then you will never win, you will remain on your position forever and you will not level up. So stop feeling bad and keep pounding, keep giving your best because one day you will taste success. Not all the time you will fail, not all the time you are at the bottom. One day it will be there, one day results will show up, remember that those who persevere seriously will be rewarded. Success will give up itself for those people who doesn't quit.

Don't be scared to try again, just repeat over and over again, repetition will attract success, the more you repeat... the more you will get nearer from success. Repeat a million times and you will be surprised with what you have, you will be surprised with the success that is coming at you.