May 26, 2018

DON'T ASK ME IF I'M OK

Don't ask me if I'm ok, I'm always ok and even if I'm not... I'm still alive, there is nothing to worry about. I'm not here to get sympathy from other people, I'm here to impose my will and take what I think is for me.

I'm not here to feel alright, I'm here to feel alive. I feel alive despite of pain, I feel strong despite of those heavy challenges that are trying to ruin my life.

My mind is strong and I'm alright, I'm not soft so stop asking me if I'm ok, I maybe down but I will rise again, I will make a come back, I will go harder next time.

If I'm not ok now I will be ok tomorrow, or even later. This is just a feeling, this is just a small problem, I can get over it, I can make my life better again. I have a tough mind, I am resilient and enduring. I never back down to any challenge, I will face all the adversity that was given to me.

Being not OK is ok, there is nothing wrong with that, and even if I'm ok today there will be times when I will not be OK again, emotions come and go, it's like a rollercoaster sometimes it's up, sometimes it's down.

I know that one day I will be alright again, it may not happen now but it will happen in the future, it's just a matter of time before it happens, so while it is not yet happening now... I'm ok with it.

Comfortable being not comfortable, ok not being ok. This is a tough mind, this mind will never quit... ever. Stop asking me again if I'm ok because it doesn't make a difference, if I'm not ok so what? can you do something about it. I know that all I have to do is endure this feeling and I will become Ok again, it's so easy, time will heal the pain... I will trust the time to do that.

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